Wednesday, August 28, 2013

"추억" - Part V

HIS FEELINGS, HER HEART

Chanhee joined them that night and he apologized to Yoomi for what he had done that night – almost kissed her. He also finally could say congratulation to Byunghun and Yoori. He made a promise that he would be okay and they could be friends forever after confessing that he was broken-hearted because of Byunghun – Yoori since he loved Yoori. The atmosphere between them became good after that. Byunghun gave him a hug then apologized to him also for stealing someone he liked. Yoori couldn’t say anything as she eyed Chanhee with apologetic stare.

They spent the night at noraebang, singing and screaming happily to relieve their stress since the mood had become better between the hyungs. All of them had fun while the couples were having their own time. Minsoo and Yoomi exchanged their gift – laughed hard after realizing that they bought something without knowing each other. Minsoo put the necklace to Yoomi’s neck and after that back hugged his love, made Yoomi slept on his arms. Byunghun and Yoori chatted all night long while locking their fingers each other. Byunghun would sometimes touch Yoori’s bangs or hair – Yoori would play with Byunghun’s fingers.

Niel sang a love song for the couples but then he sang it for Sina since he saw the couples were on their own world. When Niel sang one of the love songs to her, Sina’s heartbeat became crazy. She didn’t know why she felt this way as she felt strange with this new feeling. Niel’s intimidating eyes were so attractive for her when he looked into her eyes deeply. Sina blushed. This was the first time Sina was blushing because of a man. She even didn't know that her heart started to beat crazily because of this guy in front of her. Did she finally could feel what they called love? She never cared about guys since for her study was more important than going out with a guy. 


***

From that night, Sina couldn't take her eyes off from Niel. When their summer holiday was finished, Niel was joining them in TOP High School as freshman. He was so happy that he could be in one school with his hyungs and especially, be with Sina everyday. Sina herself also happy to see Niel enrolled their school. Sina was changed from an emotionless girl in school became a girl with a full-smile. It's all because of Niel. He texted Sina everyday - just asked if she already ate or just simply said goodnight to her.

Yoori and Yoomi noticed the changes in Sina as she started to loose her wavy hair - the reason was because Niel said to her that he loves her wavy hair and would love to see it again. Both Yoori and Yoomi smiled whenever they heard Sina hummed. It was rare to hear Sina singing along or humming along the music she heard.

The first day of a new semester, the school was in chaos because the news about Byunghun - Yoori and Minsoo - Yoomi's relationships had spread along the school. Many of the girls were broken heart and the sunbaes in Yoomi's volleyball club hated Minsoo more. But in one second they changed to be happy when they saw a new boy rode on his car - parked between Minsoo and Byunghun's cars. He greeted Byunghun and Yoori who were holding hands then greeted Minsoo and Yoomi who were having their own time giggling each other - Yoomi sat on Minsoo's car.

He was charming enough to make all the girls there swoon over him. Sina who was chatting with Chanhee, once again, felt that Niel was really sparkling in her eyes. She even didn't care about the girls who screamed because of his attractiveness. Chanhee noticed the look Sina gave for Niel, he smirked. "I guess my help is not neccessary anymore", he said it inside his heart.

"Noona, annyeong~", Niel greeted the blushing Sina with a bright smile.
"Oh, Annyeong!", Sina replied as her heart started to beat crazily again.

Niel then stood beside Sina, tried to join the conversation between her and Chanhee. Thankfully Niel was the kid who liked to study so he could understand what Sina and Chanhee said in their convo. He loves to study, same as Sina. Chanhee thought that both of them are look-a-like and could be soulmate. Slowly, Chanhee left them, joining the couples went to check their class. Sina and Niel really enjoyed themselves as they walked inside the school. If stare could kill, Sina might be dead by now from the hatred stare of the girl students there. But Sina really didn't care with their stare while Niel felt uncomfortable with all of those stares towards Sina.

"2-1", Yoomi said.
"2-4", Yoori said.
"2-1", Byunghun said.
"2-3", Minsoo said.
"2-4", Chanhee said.
"____"
"Ah, right!! Sina isn't here yet. Look! She looks comfortable walking with Niel", Yoori exclaimed.
"Aren't they look cute together?? Kyaaaa~", Yoomi said while holding Yoori's hands. They were fangirling over Sina and Niel.

"But you are the cutest thing I know, jagiya", Minsoo said after replacing Yoori's hand to his hand.
"CHEESY~!!!!", Yoomi shrieked.
"Isn't that romantic Yoomi?! Byunghun never said that to me!! Huh!!", Yoori protested.
"Oohh~ I'm sorry, boo~ You are the prettiest girl I have met in this universe", Byunghun said as he hugged Yoori.

"OH MY GOSH!!! GO GET YOURSELVES A ROOM!!!", Chanhee felt disgusted and left them to his class.
"LEE CHANHEE!!! We're in one class!!! WAIT FOR MEEEE!! Bye, Byungie~ See you at recess. Love you!!", Yoori pecked Byunghun's cheek and then ran to Chanhee.

Sina and Niel finally reached them. Of course Niel had to go to the Welcoming Ceremony so he moved to the indoor gymnasium, left Sina with Minsoo, Yoomi and Byunghun. Yoomi had a weird look to Sina which made Sina scared to see her eyes. It seemed like Yoomi wanted to eat her or something like that. But then she just ignored her, looked for her class.

"Who is in 2-3??", she asked. Minsoo raised his hand.
"YOU AGAIN?!?!", Sina couldn't believe he would be her classmate again.
"Ok, let's go, Byunghun to our class. Bye Sina!! Bye, Minsoo!! See you at recess!", Yoomi said as waved her hand to Sina and Minsoo, walked to her class with Byunghun.

Minsoo just waved back - inside, his heart felt disappointed that his girlfriend never act romantic like he did. Sina understood his feeling so she just dragged Minsoo to the class.

***

The whole day was hectic for the 2nd year students. They felt exhausted as their teachers gave them too many assignments already. Everyone put on their tired face, not with Sina. She had a happy expression as she liked to study.

The couples + Chanhee met Niel after school and waited for him to choose his club. Unexpected, Niel chose the science club where Sina belongs to. He didn't know that Sina would be there as his senior in the club. The most shocking reality for Niel, Sina was the new Club President. In this club, he could see that Sina was quite popular with the boys because of her genius brain. Many boys there surrounded around Sina just to asked about a simple things to Sina - stole an attention from Sina.

Niel's heart hurt a bit. The girl he had crushed on was popular and really smart. He felt insecure. Sina who saw him, called him, made the boys sent a death-glare to Niel. Niel just waved then walked out from the club.

"So?! Which one did you choose, Niel?!", Yoori asked.
"Uhh.. Science Club?"
"WHOAAAA!!!!! SINA IS THERE!!!! SHE IS THE NEW CLUB PRESIDENT THERE!!!", Yoori exclaimed.
"I met her"

All eyes looked at him. His voice sounded not good. They felt something might be happen there. Chanhee walked to him. He might be realized that Sina was actually quite popular too with boys. He patted Niel's shoulder.

"I know how it feels", he said. "That's okay!! You are Ahn Daniel who never cares about a single thing!!"
"Hyung!!! You made me sounds not good!!", Niel yelled at Chanhee.

***

Next day, Niel seemed so awkward around Sina. It seemed like he bulit a wall between them. He rarely talked to Sina like he used to be. Sina felt that but she just shrugged it off. She thought Niel was in not good condition. But everytime she saw how cheerful Niel was when talked to his hyungs or even Yoomi and Yoori, she felt something's wrong with him. She felt a slight pang in her heart. It hurted her heart. It happened everyday.

Everytime they met, Niel rarely opened his mouth first even though Sina had greeted him with a cheerful tone and happy face. He just waved his hand towards Sina and bowed. Even in the club activities, Niel never spoke to Sina but had fun with the other students. It made Sina's heart more hurts. She would ended up crying alone in the toilet or in her room. Yoomi and Yoori were always with her, comforting her.

"Did I do something wrong to him that makes him ignored me like this?? He even barely texted me anymore!!!", she sobbed.
"Sina...."
"I thought he would be a good dongsaeng for me!!"
"Dongsaeng?!", Yoori asked.
"YES!! He always there whenever I needed someone!!! Now that he rarely talked to me, I felt something is missing from me!!"
"You sure it's just a noona's feelings towards dongsaeng?!", Yoomi added.
"Huh?! What?!"
"See!! Sina... Have you not recognized it yet?!?!", Yoomi said.
"Recognized what?!"
"Moon Sina, jebal....", Yoori frustrated.
"WHAT?!"
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-Meanwhile-
"What happened with you, Ahn Daniel?!", Minsoo asked.
"What?!"
"You know, you stayed away from Sina these days", Chanhee added.
"It looks like you built a big wall between both of you!!", Minsoo said.
"Didn't you said that you like Sina?!", Byunghun scolded.
"Yes, I do!! I do like her even until right on this second, I like her hyung!!"
"Then why?!", Byunghun eyed him.
"It just.... Hhhh~"
"Spit it out!!! Spit it all out now, Ahn Daniel!!", Minsoo threatened him.
"I felt insecure near her, hyung!!! She is so smart and genius!! She is popular among the guys in the club!! I also can't bear to see how the girls looked at her with those death-glare!!! I don't want to hurt her!!"

The three hyungs were gone silent. They never knew that their dongsaeng could be this gentle and manly.

"I also feel hurt here hyung!! It hurts my heart for ignoring her like this!!", Niel cried.

-TO BE CONTINUED-


1 comment:

  1. (-_____-"")

    why do we always write about the same thing?!
    I was about to write something like this, but of course 'not with Sina being popular and all"

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